Wednesday, May 27, 2009
Emotionally injured,
Having serious moodswings today ah :/ That's kinda bad. But I wasn't the one who wanted all those moodswings. Super shag ah today, felt like crying :( We cannot even communicate. The way _ talk is so ... So will end up quarrelling or scolding each other. Last time also not like that de lo. Grrrrr, forget it :( Alot of feelings written in my book(: - Me & YuNing was totally crazy over that BiXian thingy. Was fun, but scary? Keep asking people to play. Had a C.O.P.E.S talk during CE period. Was quite nice, just like what I wanted. Trying to understand yourself moreeee. & yeah, realised that I really keep all my feelings inside, not wanting to say them all out. Don't know why :( But doing that makes me feel so stuffy inside. & I love one part, " When I'm sad." Got one is, "Be creative: Express your feelings through writing, drawing or dancing." & I normally express my feelings through writing, you know. Cause I like to keep everything to myself. So by writing, I can let it all out. & one more way! Through blogging, haha. That's what I'm doing now(: - & yes, I will treasure who I have now since you dissappoint me so much. I hated you so much, do you know that. You've changed. I shouldn't be so affected man, OHMYGOD. 사랑해 doubleS501{4:54 AM}
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